Suffering

I see you and I wonder why
you told me that it’s just a lie

you have never been beside me
you have never shared my feelings

The time together’s gone somehow
but sure I feel the pleasure now
your love was just a game to me
I was to blind and could not see

that he was the only one you wanted in your life
now I’m relieved but it still cuts me like a knife
to walk alone the living way
for me it’s better than to stay

I still love you
but I don’t need you anymore
I gave you everything I could
no one had ever know before

For night and day I’m on my own
remembering the times of bloom
a prisoner of memory
but free of pain I wanna be

but how to forget someone you seemed to live for a lifetime
the only thing that helps is Jimmy or a joint sign
to get you outside of my head
the sorrow’s hurting me so bad

I still love you
but I don’t need you anymore
I gave you everything I could
no one had ever known before